Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

So nostalgic right now

Awesome snippet from this Royal Trux interview. Index Magazine rules.


BOB: You seem to have a lot of wildlife.
NEIL: There's a Walmart about an hour or forty minutes away.
JENNIFER: I love Walmart.
NEIL: See, Walmart destroys …
JENNIFER: You guys must have really strong ideas about things that you will and you won't do. Is there anything that you just won't do, or that you're completely against, as far as like …
NEIL: … supporting the Christian Coalition?
JENNIFER: Well, no …
NEIL: You're saying, morally or personally?
JENNIFER: No —
NEIL: Like, "I smoke pot, but I never do cocaine?"
JENNIFER: No, like, "I don't wear gold."
AMY: You don't wear gold?
JENNIFER: Oh, I wear gold.
BOB: Like, not wearing fur? I don't think men should wear fur anyway.
AMY: What do you mean, men shouldn't wear fur?
JENNIFER: But that's what he thinks.
NEIL: This rationale for wearing fur, "but it's already dead," that doesn't cut it. I don't think it's right.
AMY: I don't understand … something I wouldn't do?
NEIL: Is it class you're talking about?
JENNIFER: No, I'm just asking. A lot of times people won't reach out to something that's right there in the present. It's always like going forward or backward, and sometimes people reject exactly what's happening in the present.
AMY: The moment there's something new on TV or on the radio, people are like …
NEIL: I like The X Files.
AMY: Oh, X Files rules. Did you see the one with the guy who could take pictures with his mind?
NEIL: Yeah, that was a good one.
AMY: That was rad. That was the best one.
NEIL: We don't like Friends.
AMY: Well, god, who does?
NEIL: It's sort of like a funny Melrose Place.
AMY: How did talking about Walmart get to this?
NEIL: Walmart's bad, man.

Pretty good SY interview.

By Jules Moore. From Hobo Magazine.


Like most people under the age of fifty, I first encountered Sonic Youth back when I was a young teenager. Their first album,Confusion is Sex, was laying face-up on a friend’s coffee table. It belonged to her older sister, whose age and coolness terrified me. I had no idea what the title meant or how prophetic it would prove to be, but that notion caught my attention; the music has held it ever since. In the worlds of punk rock and experimental music, nobody has composed a more vital sound effect for the unruliness of life than Sonic Youth. Three decades after its New York start behind the post-punk No Wave movement, the band is still treading the path of chance paved by American composer John Cage. Their motor runs behind a mindset that everything works out to something, and as a result, Sonic Youth has produced more albums than most bands will ever dream of. This year, following a return to their indie beginnings with a move to Matador Records, the noise artists cum cultural architects are back with their 16th studio album, The Eternal. Like everything Sonic Youth creates, the vibe is familiar and alien, a reformation of aggressions with a mischievous charm, a playful energy that is fun and infectious. The Eternal is ripe with new sounds and imagery, with a heartbeat that is unmistakably Sonic Youth.

Like parts of an ivy plant, the members of Sonic Youth allow one another to move and grow in all directions, each finding the unexplored space and filling it, Kim Gordon with her constant involvement with visual arts, Thurston Moore with his solo projects and endless collaborations with other musicians, Lee Ranaldo with his contribution to literature and spoken word, and Steve Shelley work running his own label Smells Like Records. Their breadth of involvement is a testament to the value of keeping an underground sensibility while working within a mainstream machine. For this sensibility, Sonic Youth’s album art reads like a mini MOMA, each page a mosaic of keepsakes, their own and others: A drawing from William S. Burroughs, a painting by Kim, Lee’s photo of a New York sidewalk, an illustration by Raymond Pettibon. Chronic collaborators in art and life, Sonic Youth is committed to a lifetime of uncertainty, to perpetual sweaty palms and heart palpitations, a state of eternal youth. The first interview with one of rock’s most iconic women is set for late afternoon on Easter Sunday.

Jules Moore.— Hi Kim, how are you?
Kim Gordon.— Oh, pretty good.

— I just recently saw the photos you took with Ari [Marcopoulos].
— How do they look?

— The images are beautiful. Ari had mentioned that you go back quite a ways. How did you guys meet?
— Through the Beastie Boys maybe? Ari was always around taking pictures and he has a little boy who’s our daughter Coco’s age, or maybe a year older.

— So, the new album. It’s been a big part of my life these past few days. I think it’s incredible. How do you feel about it?
— Oh, well, I’m glad you like it. We’re pretty happy with it. It was really fun to make and we wrote it quickly.

— I’m sure it varies from album to album but, generally speaking, is the recording process something you tend to make playful or take very seriously?
— Playful? (laughs) I don’t think I’d describe it that way, but I guess because we recorded in our own studio, which is always more relaxing, it is kind of comfortable. That and we pretty much play all at once. There aren’t that many overdubs. Yeah, it’s comfortable. And John Agnello, the engineer, is really fun to work with too.

— I think it comes across that way too. Out of the dozen new tracks, could you select one that’s closest to you?
— “Massage the History”, in a way. It’s kind of a sad vampire love song. It’s a lot of things. It’s also a kind of metaphor for the record industry and kind of makes reference to our history and, I don’t know, I can’t really explain how it’s closest to me.

— If you were to play only one song for a friend, would that be it?
— Well, if I was going to play my favorite song off the album, I guess I would play “Poison Arrow”. I just really love that song. It’s really fun and I love the way the background vocals came out. The melody reminds me of a Kevin Ayers song. I also like “Anti Orgasm” a lot.

— What about some of your projects – for instance, Free Kitten [musical collaboration with Pussy Galore’s Julie Catfritz]. That’s exciting.
— We’re not really working on anything right now but we’re talking about doing a single. I’m working on some art for a book coming out in the fall. It’s a collection of paintings and photographs. We have an exhibit that’s been traveling in Europe based on different artists whose work we’ve done collaborations with over the years. People like Dan Graham and Tony Oursler, Mike Kelly, Raymond Pettibon, Jody Conrad, and then Sonic Youth has assembled some of our own works. So that’s going to be opening in Malmo. Now it’s in Germany, and it’s opening in Sweden in May. So we’ll be going over there.

— Speaking of connecting and collaborating with other artists, I read an article where Spike Jonze credits you as being the single phone call that set him off into a life of directing. If I’m not mistaken, that’s also when you met Marc Gonzales. Was there something you saw in him back then, some kind of untapped creativity or energy there?
— Yeah. Thurston had seen the Blind Skateboards video that Spike had done and it was basically these guys riding in a car that eventually goes off a cliff and the video we had in mind [for the song] 100% involved skateboarding. Thurston thought it would be great to have Spike shoot that part of it. Cameron Davis was the director and she basically taught Spike how to make a music video. We had him shoot the skating part and Marc Gonzales came by and actually Jason Lee was in the video too. And Marc was great. He kind of just opened the trunk of his car and said “does anyone want any paintings?’

— Were they his own paintings he was selling?
— Yeah, he’s a really good artist. Anyway, that’s basically how Spike learned how to make videos, although I’m sure he would have gotten to it sooner or later. Cameron very generously showed him how to edit and from there he just took off.

— In the way of film, you were involved with Todd Haynes’ I’m Not There on different levels; aside from being in it, Sonic Youth did the title track. What was that like?
— I thought Thurston did an amazing job. We all took a turn trying to sing it but his was so great right off the bat. Yeah, Todd is such an amazing filmmaker and I really like his films a lot. That approach made so much sense for Dylan.

— You’ve also been in another biopic, Gus van Sant’s Last Days. It triggered a lot of discussion as to what you were, nobody could agree, and maybe that’s the idea. The moment when you come in and offer an escape route and share that moment with Michael Pitt’s character was really intense. Could you shed any light there?
— I was thinking of somebody there. Rosemary Carrol, actually. She’s a lawyer for Courtney. She’s kind of an eccentric. So I was thinking vaguely of her. And then I was thinking of Francis, Kurt’s daughter, and how that would be the one way to really get through to him. It was strange to do but at the same time was so much fun. (laughs) On the one hand it’s such a sad and profoundly subversive thing to do. Because, you know, Thurston and I had never ever talked about Kurt to anyone. Thurston had been consulting with Gus about the movie, and also talking with Michael, and we had Michael come up to the house and they jammed and stuff, and then it felt kind of easy to do because there was hardly anyone in the room. It was a little unnerving going up there ‘cause like Harmony Korine was there doing a scene and other people I know and admire. But it was basically just improvising the lines.

— One of the overarching themes in this issue of Hobo is nostalgia in art. Do you see any of your music or visual art as nostalgic or inspired by nostalgia?
— Nostalgia is a funny word. I tend to equate sentimentality with nostalgia. Does that make sense? I don’t really think of our music as sentimental but we reference a lot of history, certainly on this new record. The fact that we’re back with an independent label again and working with Gerard Cosloy, who we worked with when we were at Homestead Records, is kind of like coming full circle, coming back to people who we’ve known for such a long time. Maybe that’s where we’re at nostalgia-wise.

— Do you collect anything?
— Well, not intentionally. I’ve been auctioning off my vintage Darryl K clothes, which I didn’t intentionally collect. I’m not a collector like Thurston is. He collects a lot of records. I’m not anti-collecting but I don’t want the responsibility of having to take care of things. I like to have books and art, but when I think of collectors I think of someone who’s pretty focused and kind of obsessed in their acquisition of things.

— Is there a designer you’d trust to dress you?
— I like to go out and find things. I like the store No.6 in New York. This woman Karen, she’s a stylist and she has a line. She has all sorts of interesting vintage clothes and other slightly avant-garde designers.

— Your work is above all, consistent. Is that a result of having a lot of direction? Do you always have a pretty firm grip on where you’re going?
— We have no direction (laughs). I mean, we have kind of a work strategy for how we’re specifically going to do it because Thurston and I don’t live in New York. But we don’t have such a direction. Maybe when it comes to initiating songs. In that sense there’s a focus, but I’m a firm believer in getting lost too and just, you know, that cliché that when you’re lost, that can be a really strong place to work from.

— Since your work and art and love is so integrated with you and Thurston, is there an overlap? Do you ever start writing lyrics together in the middle of daily routines, like unexpectedly when you’re just hanging out?
— Well, the song “Anti Orgasm” came about when Thurston and I were watching this German movie called 8 Miles High about this model in the 60s, Uschi Obermeier, this sort of glamorous girl who became involved with a commune, and how they were kind of into open free sex and this girl says, “we’re not really into orgasms” (laughs).

— Has Sonic Youth’s core family dynamic changed much over time?
— Not really. I guess we got to be more mature (laughs). I mean, we know how to get along with each other and we don’t drink or do drugs, which is often the thing that breaks a band. So the dynamics of the band haven’t really changed that much. I think that fact that we all have different projects outside Sonic Youth helps to alleviate the pressure that this band has to fulfill everybody’s needs all the time. You can have different dynamics when you play with different people.

— Was it a collective decision to not drink or do drugs?
— No, of course not. We’re just boring (laughs).

— In one of Ari’s photos there’s this great wall of tapes and tucked in is a photo of Patti Smith sticking her tongue out. How did you and Patti meet?
— Thurston was actually much more a Patti Smith fan than I was ‘cause he was in New York in the 70’s going to CBGB’s and saw her early readings. We met her when she came back to New York. I was totally into her and so kind of in awe of her energy as a performer and the fact that she was so androgynous. Also, her idols were male musicians, which I found interesting and I was somewhat of a tomboy so I kind of related to that.

— Is that an energy you tend to value in others?
— With her, the admiration is because I felt I could never do that. There’s a certain kind of theatrics to what she does and she’s also very unself-conscious. I don’t see myself as being a sort of charismatic performer so I guess I admire that.

— Looking back at your shows, what kind of audience makes you walk off stage and say “that was a good crowd, a good show, a good night”.
— I guess it’s when you feel that it’s all sounding good and you feel the audience being with you and that’s where you can lose yourself and not feel self-conscious. The worst is being in a really dry place where you can hear someone talking from twenty feet down, an acoustically dead room. The audience is involved as kind of the sound observers and all the energy they impart.

— I see this beautiful dog in the photos. What’s the name?
— Merzbow, named after the Japanese noise artist.

— Ah nice. Well, thank you so much for your time and happy Mother’s Day.
— That’s in May, no? Easter’s what’s coming up.

— Really? Maybe I should pull that card out of the mail.
— I don’t know, maybe you should leave it.

— (laughs) Well, have a great day Kim.
— Yeah, you too.

Where Kim guides you through the garden, Thurston shows up with a trowel, ready to uproot and examine each detail with a loose, think-aloud approach to dialogue. One week after speaking with Kim, I catch up with Thurston at the crack of dawn on a rainy Sunday. Thurston is driving through Lower Manhattan, on route to a friend’s recording studio in Jersey. Throughout our conversation, there are numerous silences, pauses, garbled words and static. As Thurston pulls into the Holland Tunnel, he warns me that reception may fail. He’s right. I lose him completely, panic and pace the room. As John Cage once said, “We live in messy conversation located at lively intersections of present, past and future.” An hour later, far from hi-way pandemonium, Thurston is back on the line.

Jules Moore.— Hi. Okay, are you in a still place now?
Thurston Moore. — Yes.

— We were speaking about being on [the label] Matador right now and I was wondering about the face of the album. The cover is a painting by John Fahey. I’m wondering why his artwork seems fitting for you in this case?
— John was a good friend of mine in his last years. I met him late in his life, and he had sort of reconnected with wanting to go out and play music publicly and recording, when he found out that there were people in the experimental avant-garde underground who really recognized him as a figure of independent kind of musical ideas. He was kind of an outsider in the whole sort of ‘60s folk guitar scene. But he was also recognized by that scene as being somebody who was extremely iconoclastic and at the same time a genuine scholar of the music, of blues music and folk music in its form. I think when he found out that people like Jim O’Rourke and Sonic Youth and others were naming him as an influence, I think he got really interested in that. And we just connected with him. He was a real character, [a] really eccentric artist. I actually did a little tour with him in, I think, the late ‘90s… he just basically sprawled out in the backseat of my Volvo and we’d drive up and down the Eastern Seaboard playing these little clubs. He sent me a bunch of paintings and I always held on to them. When we were doing this record and we decided to call it The Eternal, I thought (the cover painting) was completely appropriate for whatever we were trying to evoke with a title like that.

— Reflecting back on some of the keystone tracks, songs from back in the day – “Teenage Riot”, “Kool Thing”, “Pink Steam”, “Dirty Boots” songs like that-I feel that there’s a mood that endures. It plays on growing pains, tensions, anxieties that are tangled up in an individual’s aging process. Would you agree with that interpretation?
— I would agree with that. I really do think all of our lyrics were very personalized. Once in a while we’d step aside and make commentary about populist concerns, but, by and large, the lyrics deal with internal issues about age and gender and other sort of societal image issues. Also connections and feelings between lovers and desires and such. I don’t think I could ever write “Teenage Riot” lyrics again.

— I was reading an interview with Nick Cave recently and he was talking about Murder Ballads being a line in the sand between old and new Bad Seeds. Could you single out one album that marks a line in the sand between the Old and New, or Young and Mature?
— Yeah. Like, certainly, you got the Daydream Nation – when we went in and started doing mid nineties records of Goo and Dirty – and then onwards. But I think it would almost be after Dirty, where we kind of stepped back from what was going on with the whole alternative rock explosion, where we could have gone with that or with following our instincts to make music that was a little bit less obvious. Like Experimental Jet Set, Trash and No Star, which was very minimal and linear and very unfashionable. I think that was kind of the important line right there, between Dirty and Experimental Jet Set.

— Your solo album Trees Outside the Academy is a really enchanting record. Do you think you’ll put more energy in that space again?
— I would love to do another record not only like that, but with the band that actually played that music live afterwards. I mean, the record’s pretty much myself with Steve Shelley and Samara Lubelski. And I played all the guitars with Dave. I had J. Mascis play a little bit on it. But the live band was that same trio with Chris Brokaw on second guitar and Matt Hainer playing bass. I really like that band. We toured a little bit on the West Coast. It’s really a matter of finding the minutes to do this kind of stuff.

— I watched an interview that you did about a bookstore and the beauty of tangible things, keeping things in print versus everything becoming about blogs and YouTube and whatnot. It was about this nice permanence to things you can hold and document forever.
— I like the tactile aspect of creative works. I mean, people have asked me “how do you listen to all those records you buy and collect” but I don’t really listen to all. I like looking at them and holding them. [laughs]

— So records are kind of like art.
— I kind of gleaned energy from it as much as I do putting it on the stereo and listening to it. It’s almost of equal value, just for me to see it, hold it, look at it. You know, if you have a romance with somebody you don’t just want to hear them. You want to see them and touch them as well.

— Is there an album or a piece of music that can guarantee you a particular mood or feeling, that you can count on to put you in a certain place?
— There’s certainly records like that. Certainly the first Ramones album was very important to me because I was very curious about it before it even existed, because I knew something was going on there. And when it first came out in ‘76, and I was eighteen years old, and I immediately went for it and it was very alien, it was very odd. There was really nothing like it, but I knew where it was coming from. Punk rock was not at a genre so much yet that record was almost coming out of glam and glitter rock in a way. It was taking all the colour away from it, stripping it down, and that record, just in the way it looked for four guys leaning against that wall on First Street at the Bowery, really meant a lot to me. And it was right when I started driving into New York and becoming completely enamored by it. So I still look at that album, pick it up and listen to it or not. It really brings me to a very significant place psychologically.

— Do you and Kim share a lot of music with each other? Is part of experiencing music sharing it?
— Yeah, I mean, I’m always bringing stuff to the house. I go through periods where I look at certain genres of music, like rap (or) like, really underground, kind of unlistenable black metal music. We definitely share things, and our daughter (who) is fifteen years old shares. Things I would never think I would be interested in I hear through her.

— What kind of stuff?
— You know, things you hear about, like Regina Spector or a lot of contemporary females, songwriter stuff, semi-mainstream, that she comes across. Or even bands that I would never listen to, like a band like The Dodos or something. They were kind of a hot gay pop punk band of sorts. I would never have had access to that and she’d be playing it in the car and I’d be like “what’s this?” because the band was totally great, kind of pop bubblegum hook to it without being too inane. And she hips me to it, you know, so that’s kind of cool.

— So she’s off on her own hunt. Have you and Kim offered some musical guidance?
— Well, she’s discovered through us, like, ‘60s stuff. At an early age she really recognized the Beatles, the Kinks and the Who as being kind of amazing. And she listened to it a lot because some of those Beatles songs are like nursery rhymes. But she also responded to music by Dinosaur Jr. or Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs, bands that are friends of ours that we have records of. She’s never really gone through a period where she listens to, you know, Britney Spears or Spice Girls or whatever kids were listening to at her younger age. She knew about it. She might have checked it out. She really liked Fiona Apple.

— Yeah, she’s wonderful.
— That record Fiona Apple did, I would have never, ever listened to that record, but Coco played it incessantly and I think it’s one of the most brilliantly composed records that I’ve heard in a decade.

— I’m curious about you and Kim, your method in life together. I imagine that you’re together a lot. Is there any risk in sharing your love and your work, or is one reflected in the other?
— We also have lives somewhat away from each other. I have a whole world of activity I’m into, playing improvised music with some of my noise friends in basements throughout the New England area. She and I will play together as a duo, Mirror/Dash, but that’s not something she wants to do that much, whereas I want to do it all the time. As a visual artist she does a lot of painting and artwork. She’s involved in the art world, New York, Europe and L.A. to some degree, quite a bit. So both of us are working different places a lot, somewhere away from each other, but aware of each other. But we are together more than we’re not. We’ve always been very intimately connected just through the fact that we work together in Sonic Youth. And if there’s any kind of edge to the situation, our relationship, it would have been early on when we were younger and maybe a little more immature, especially at my end, with how we’re happening dynamically in the band. We’ve been in a very good phase, romantically, emotionally for many, many years, especially with the birth of our daughter. Every relationship has kind of ups and downs. We’ve never had any serious problem in our relationship for sure.

— Before I forget, there’s a guilty pleasure question I have: what’s the story with the Sons of Lee Marvin Club?
— Oh, that’s just kind of a secret society of people who don’t even deal with each other. That’s how disparate and beneath the radar. Like, the people in that society aren’t even quite sure who else is in it. They only know who else is in it through everyone once in a while a journalist will mention the fact that the person they’re interviewing is in it. [laughs]

— Which I’ve just contributed to.
— Yes, exactly.

— I guess I should probably wind down a little bit here. I want to say thank you so much for taking time out today for me. And for us.
— Oh absolutely.

— Okay, take care.
— You too, ciao!

Two hours and three coffees later, I reach out to Steve Shelley after his lunch. He is well mannered, quick to the point without being rude. I tell him about my earlier conversations with Kim and Thurston. He knows I’ve got the bases loaded and therefore is quick to skim over the past and get right down to current business, a well-ripened cherry atop Sunday’s Sonic sundae.

Jules Moore. — Hi, Steve, how are you?
Steve Shelley. — I’m good. How’s it going?

— Great! So, you’re in New York, yes?
— I am in Hoboken, actually. At our studio.

— You are originally from Michigan, so coming into New York and connecting with Lee and Thurston and Kim; what did that cohesion come out of?
— In 1985?

— Sure.
— [laughs] You know, I moved to New York and I joined this band and, much like you join any group of people, you kind of learn what each other is about and how you can work together. We were very lucky that we were able to work together in a really interesting way.

— I imagine it as being some kind of explosive chemical mixing, right from the get go.
— It could be, yes. Yeah, we just don’t know how that works.

— In ‘92 you founded Smells Like Records. What did you have in mind at that time with that venture?
— I just got interested in putting out music by friends and people that I admired. For quite a few years I put out, I don’t know, fifty-something releases, and it’s grown to include final editions of Sonic Youth music and an instrumental label that the band does themselves called SYR so it’s grown to be quite a project, quite a business.

— Now you guys are working directly with Matador. What was your experience in developing this album this time?
— We pretty much just do what we do. In fact, Matador’s been really helpful- we’re really happy with our new label and we think that they’re a lot of fun to work with right now. They give us a lot of support and that’s a really cool thing that a label can give you, is support and encouragement. We actually feel like we’re in a really good space in this life as far as really sharing music and distributing it around the world. So we’re very happy to be working with them. As for the creative process, when we get together and read music, we don’t really think about who is handling the music or who we’re working with. It’s a whole other process. We just sort of get together and see what we can come up with, you know, with a group of us.

— In the off-season when you’re working on your other projects, and you’re not focusing directly on a Sonic Youth album, are you banking things to bring to the table for the next meeting of minds?
— I don’t do that so much. It’s more of an ‘in the moment’ kind of thing. When we get together it’s like things either come together or they don’t. Right now Sonic Youth’s engineer and myself are putting together a series of concerts, mixing concerts from throughout the years of Sonic Youth Live, to be broadcast on Sirius Radio. There’s always something going on with Sonic Youth world, even if it doesn’t seem that way for the public.

— When will that be coming out?
— I think this is going to air the week before our new album comes out. It’s just, like, five nights of Sonic Youth programming concerts but we record almost every night that we play a concert. So Erin and I have been going through and picking concerts that we thought might be interesting for the fans to hear.

— That week or day that the album comes out, is there some sort of ritual that goes along?
— No, that day is really arbitrary as far as our life goes. I mean, it’s just a day the new record is available. A new record, it goes on to have a life of its own or not. The fans and the public decide what kind of a life it has once you’ve released it. It’s sort of like it’s not your property anymore. It becomes the public’s property.

— Is there anything else you’re looking forward to now that the new Sonic Youth album is out?
— I’m excited to go on tour this summer. We have a series of live shows lined up and I really enjoy that a lot. We’re going to spend a lot of time in North America this summer playing shows.

— What is some music that you’re really enjoying these days for yourself?
— What am I really enjoying? I don’t know. I always seem to be going through a Bob Dylan phase and lately I’ve been listening to a lot of new and old Bob Dylan music.

— I’m always in a Bob Dylan phase.
— Yeah, it’s always coming and going, but there are times where it’s heavier. Definitely it’s heavy right now, just with all the activity that he’s been having with his radio show and bootleg releases and all that.

— And a new album coming out as well.
— Yeah and I’m looking forward to Neil Young’s archive box set quite a bit. I’m a long time Neil Young fan and so I’m really curious to hear what he’s put together.

— You guys toured with Neil Young. What was that like?
— It was a lot of fun. I saw a lot of concerts. [Laughs] But he’s one of my all-time favourites. Just a really big fan of Neil Young’s.

— What’s your favorite Bob Dylan album at this moment?
— Well, I think not even just at the moment, my usual favourite album of Bob Dylan’s is Pat Garrett & Billy the Kid which is not a typical record of his but I really love that album.

— Lots of good instrumentals on that.
— Yeah, yeah, exactly. It’s not typical because it is partially instrumental.

— Well, I should let you get back to your work.
— Okay, yeah, we’re mixing for Sirius Radio today.

— Oh nice. Well, thanks so much for taking time out to chat Steve.
— Okay, sure.

— Okay, Bye.
— Bye bye.

One day we’ll get Lee. One day.


Monday, October 17, 2011

K & T.

I am not coping with this at all well.
I think everything I ever believed in has been shattered.
I mean, if they can't stay together, who the fuck can?
What is the fucking point of anything?












Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Wishlist

All of these records are either ridiculously rare or ridiculously expensive. Fuck my life.






Thursday, September 15, 2011

2011




...has been a good year for music.


Saturday, April 2, 2011

Well I very much dislike the song 'Hollywood' by Marina & the Diamonds but I love this quote. I guess her attitude is good, it's just too bad her music sounds like boring pop.

"I’ve felt both rich and poor, very ugly and very beautiful, and I’ve conformed and been an outsider, as well. I suppose the song’s a way of saying, ‘I’m not this. I’m not gonna be a dumbo who doesn’t know what the hell is going on.’ I think, without getting into conspiracy theories, that most people don’t realize that they’re being bombarded everyday with who they should be, and you are, especially in America and the U.K. And that’s what Hollywood is about—it’s about breaking free of that and being your true self, which is who you’d be if you were living in a cave 2,000 years ago. I always think, ‘What would you do if you were in a cave, Marina?’ So that’s my basis for everything. I just wanna be myself."

- Marina Diamandis


Friday, April 1, 2011

Recently:

Watched:

Eastbound & Down Series 1 - 9/10
The Trip Series 1 - 9/10
Daria Seasons 1-5 - 10/10
Trailer Park Boys: Countdown to Liquor Day - 8/10
This Is England directed by Shane Meadows - 10/10
Black Snake Moan directed by Craig Brewer - 7/10
Black Swan directed by Darren Aronofsky - 10/10
Buffalo 66 directed by Vincent Gallo - 10/10
Brown Bunny directed by Vincent Gallo - 8/10
I Am Love directed by Luca Guadagnino - 10/10
Pulp Fiction directed by Quentin Tarantino - 9/10

Read:

Lovesong by Nikki Gemmell - 7/10
The Book of Rapture by Nikki Gemmell - 5/10
The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd - 6/10
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley - 8/10
A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess - 9/10
Geek Love by Katherine Dunne - 10/10
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky - 6/10
Reheated Cabbage by Irvine Welsh - 9/10
Junior by Macaulay Culkin - 3/10
A Mercy by Toni Morrison - 7/10
The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood - 9/10

Listened to:

The King of Limbs by Radiohead - 8/10
Let England Shake by P.J. Harvey - 8/10
Kudos by Surf City - 9/10
Street Chant EP by Street Chant - 8/10
Sinister Militia EP by Telepathe - 8/10
Hardcore Will Never Die...But You Will by Mogwai - 9/10

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Big Time/Neil Young

gonna leave the pain behind
gonna leave the fools in line
gonna take the magic potion

gettin' in an old black car
gonna take a ride so far
to the land of suntan lotion

gonna take it state by state
till i hit the golden gate
get my feet wet in the ocean

i'm still living the dream we had
for me it's not over

walkin' on the bridge one day
lookin' out across the bay
i saw a rippling in the water

once a big ship had passed
i borrowed a traveller's glass
and focused on the ocean's daughter.

kind of like a wave confused
dancing in the sunset hews
she waved to me and called me over

i'm still living the dream we had
for me it's not over

talkin' 'bout a friend of mine
talkin' 'bout a gold mine
richest vein in any mountain.

talkin' 'bout the enemy
inside of me
talkin' 'bout that youthful fountain.

talkin' 'bout you and me
talkin' 'bout eternity
talkin' 'bout the big time.

i'm still living the dream we had
for me it's not over

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Wolf Like Me/TV On The Radio

hey hey my playmate
won't you lay hands on me
mirror my malady
transfer my tragedy

got a curse i cannot lift
shines when the sunset shifts
when the moon is round and full
gotta bust that box gotta gut that fish

(my mind's aflame)

we could jet in a stolen car
but i bet we wouldn't get too far
before the transformation takes
its bloodlust tanks and crave gets slaked

my mind has changed my body's framed but god i like it
my heart's aflame, my body's strained but god i like it
my mind has changed my body's framed but god i like it
my heart's aflame, my body's strained but god i like it

charge me your day rate
i'll turn you out in time
when the moon is round and full
gonna teach you tricks that'll blow your mongrel mind
baby doll i recognise
you're a hideous thing inside
if ever there were a lucky kind
it's you, you, you, you

i know it's strange
another way
to get to know you
you'll never know
unless we go
so let me show you
i know it's strange
another way
to get to know you

we've got till noon
here comes the moon
so let it show you
show you
now

dream me, oh dreamer
down to the floor
open my hands and let them weave onto yours

feel me, completer
down to my core
open my heart and let it bleed onto yours

feeding on fever
down on all fours
show you what all the howling's for

hey hey my playmate
let me lay waste to thee
burned down their hanging trees
it's hot (here), hot (here), hot (here), hot (here)

got a curse we cannot lift
shines when the sunset shifts
there's a curse that comes with a kiss (we're howling forever)
the bite that binds the gift that gives

now that we got gone for good (we're howling forever)
writhing under your riding hood (oh, oh)
tell your grandma and your mama too (we're howling forever)
it's true, true, true, true

we're howling forever, oh, oh
we're howling forever, oh, oh
we're howling forever, oh, oh
we're howling forever, oh, oh
we're howling forever, oh, oh

Monday, November 1, 2010

Crazy/Galaxie 500

hey you're so old
you must be 23
you spent the year in a drunken frenzy
lied to your friends
adopted false ideas
quit your job
because they made you crazy.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Warpaint/Undertow

Your brown eyes are my blue skies
They light up the river that the birds fly over
Better not to quench your thirst
Better not to be the first one diving in,
though you caught me and you know why
they breathe in the deepest part of the water.

What’s the matter, you hurt yourself
Opened your eyes and there was someone else
Now I’ve got you in the undertow
Now I’ve got you in the undertow
Why you wanna blame me for your troubles?
Ah ah ah you better learn your lesson yourself.
Nobody ever has to find out what’s in my mind tonight

Let tonight pass us by,
Do you really want to be the one to fight?
And I said “You’re better not to light that fire
It will take you to the darkest part of the weather.

What’s the matter, you hurt yourself?
Opened your eyes and there was someone else?
Now I’ve got you in the undertow
Now I’ve got you in the undertow
Why you wanna blame me for your troubles?
Ah ah ah you better learn your lesson yourself.
Nobody ever has to find out what’s in my mind tonight
Nobody ever has to find out what’s in my mind tonight.

Nobody in my mind. Nobody in my mind.
I feel it in my heart tonight.

I laid on the floor, pressing in my eyes.
Seeing little lights.
These are the decisions that only one could make
I wanted to stay home but i went running running running running from the troubles
running running running running running running running

What’s the matter, you hurt yourself?
Opened your eyes and there was someone else?
Now I’ve got you in the undertow
Now I’ve got you so
Why you wanna blame me for your troubles?
Ah ah ah you better learn your lesson yourself.
Nobody ever has to find out what’s in my mind tonight.
Nobody ever has to find out what’s in my mind tonight.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Like A Rolling Stone/Bob Dylan

How does Bob know everything about my life?


Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And say do you want to make a deal?

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all precious gifts
But you'd better take your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

Monday, September 20, 2010

Dylan interview from 1966.


As a versatile musicologist and trenchant social commentator, Nat Hentoff brings uniquely pertinent credentials to his dual tasks in this month's issue - as the author of We're Happening All Over, Baby! (on page 82) an insightful anatomizing of America's youthful new generation of anti-establishment social activists, and as interviewer of this month's controversial subject, about whom he writes:

"Less than five years ago, Bob Dylan was scuffling in New York - sleeping in friends' apartments on the Lower East Side and getting very occasional singing work at Gerde's Folk City, an unprepossessing bar for citybillies in the Village. With his leather cap, blue jeans and battered desert boots - his unvarying costume in those days - Dylan looked like an updated, undernourished Huck Finn. And like Huck, he had come out of the Midwest; he would have said "escaped." The son of Abraham Zimmerman, an appliance dealer, he was raised in Hibbing, Minnesota, a bleak mining town near the Canadian border. Though he ran away from home regularly between the ages of 10 and 18, young Zimmerman did manage to finish high school, and went on to spend about six months at the University of Minnesota in 1960. By then, he called himself Bob Dylan - in tribute to Dylan Thomas, according to legend; but actually after a gambling uncle whose last name was similar to Dylan.

In the fall of that year, he came East to visit his idol, Woody Guthrie, in the New Jersey hospital where the Okie folk-singing bard was wasting away with a progressive disease of the nervous system. Dylan stayed and tried to scrape together a singing career. According to those who knew him then, he was shy and stubborn but basically friendly and, beneath the hipster stance, uncommonly gentle. But they argued about his voice. Some found its flat Midwestern tones gratingly mesmeric; others agreed with a Missouri folk singer who had likened the Dylan sound to that of "a dog with his leg caught in barbed wire." All agreed, however, that his songs were strangely personal and often disturbing, a pungent mixture of loneliness and defiance laced with traces of Guthrie, echoes of the Negro blues singers and more than a suggestion of country-and-western; but essentially Dylan was developing his own penetratingly distinctive style. Yet the voice was so harsh and the songs so bitterly scornful of conformity, race prejudice and the mythology of the Cold War that most of his friends couldn't conceive of Dylan making it big even though folk music was already on the rise.

They were wrong. In September of 1961, a music critic for The New York Times caught his act at Gerde's and hailed the scruffy 19-year-old Minnesotan as a significant new voice on the folk horizon. Around the same time, he was signed by Columbia Records, and his first album was released early the next year. Though it was far from a smash hit, concerts and club engagements gradually multiplied; and then Dylan scored his storied triumph at the Newport Folk Festival in 1962. His next LP began to move, and in the spring of 1963 came his first big single: 'Blowin' in the Wind.' That same spring he turned down a lucrative guest shot on The Ed Sullivan Show because CBS wouldn't permit him to sing a mordant parody he'd written about the John Birch Society. For the nation's young, the Dylan image began to form: kind of a singing James Dean with over tones of Holden Caulfeld; he was making it, but he wasn't selling out. His concerts began to attract overflow crowds, and his songs - in performances by him and other folk singers - were rushing onto the hit charts. One of them, 'The Times They Are A-Changin',' became an anthem for the rebellious young, who savored its message that adults don't know where it's at and can't tell their children what to do.

By 1965 he had become a major phenomenon on the music scene. More and more folk performers, from Joan Baez to the Byrds, considered it mandatory to have an ample supply of Dylan songs in their repertoires; in one frantically appreciative month - last August - 18 different recordings of Dylan ballads were pressed by singers other than the composer himself. More and more aspiring folk singers - and folk-song writers - have begun to sound like Dylan. The current surge of "protest" songs by such long-haired, post-beat rock-'n'-rollers as Barry McGuire and Sonny and Cher is credited to Dylan. And the newest commercial boom, "folk-rock", a fusion of fold-like lyrics with an r-'n'-r beat and background, is an outgrowth in large part, of Dylan's recent decision - decried as a "sellout" by folknik purists - to perform with a rock 'n' roll combo rather than continue to accompany himself alone on the guitar. Backed by the big beat of the new group, Dylan tours England with as much tumultuous success as he does America, and the air play for his single records in both countries is rivaled only by that of the Beatles, Herman's Hermits and the Rolling Stones on the Top 40 deejay shows. In the next 18 months, his income - from personal appearances, records and composer's royalties - is expected to exceed $1,000,000.

Withal, Dylan seems outwardly much the same as he did during the lean years in Greenwich Village. His dress is still casual to the point of exoticism; his hair is still long and frizzy, and he is still no more likely to be seen wearing a necktie than a cutaway. But there have been changes. No longer protesting polemically against the bomb, race prejudice and conformity, his songs have become increasingly personal - a surrealistic amalgam of kafkaesque menace corrosive satire and opaque sensuality. His lyrics are more crowded than ever with tumbling words and restless images, and they read more like free-verse poems than conventional lines. Adults still have difficulty digging his offbeat language - and its message of alienation - but the young continue to tune in and turn on.

But there are other changes. Dylan has become elusive. He is no longer seen in his old haunts in the Village and on the Lower East Side. With few exceptions, he avoids interviewers, and in public, he is usually seen from afar at the epicenter of a protective coterie of tousle-topped young men dressed like him, and lissome, straight-haired young ladies who also seem to be dressed like him. His home base, if it can be called that, is a house his manager owns near Woodstock, a fashionable artists' colony in New York State, and he also enjoys the run of his manager's apartment on dignified Gramercy Park in New York City. There are tales told of Dylan the motorcyclist, the novelist, the maker of high-camp home movies; but except among his small circle of intimates, the 24-year-old folk hero is inscrutably aloof.

It was only after a long period of evasion and hesitation that Dylan finally agreed to grant this Playboy interview - the longest he's ever given. We met him on the 10th floor of the new CBS and Columbia Records building in mid-Manhattan. The room was antiseptic: white walls with black trim, contemporary furniture with severe lines, avant garde art chosen by committee, everything in order, neat desks, neat personnel. In this sterile setting, slouched in a chair across from us, Dylan struck a refreshingly discordant note - with his untamed brownish-blond mane brushing the collar of his tieless blue plaid shirt, in his black jacket, gray vaudevillian-striped pipestem pants and well-worn blue-suede shoes. Sitting nearby - also long-haired, tieless and blackjacketed, but wearing faded jeans - was a stringy young man whom the singer identified only as Taco Pronto. As Dylan spoke - in a soft drawl, smiling only rarely and fleetingly, sipping tea and chain-smoking cigarettes - his unspeaking friend chuckled and nodded appreciatively from the side lines. Tense and guarded at first, Dylan gradually began to loosen up, then to open up, as he tried to tell us - albeit a bit surrealistically - just where he's been and where he's going. Under the circumstances, we chose to play straight man in our questions, believing that to have done othervise would have stemmed the freewheeling flow of Dylan's responses."

PLAYBOY: 'Popular songs," you told a reporter last year, "are the only art form that describes the temper of the times. The only place where it's happening is on the radio and records. That's where the people hang out. It's not in books; it's not on the stage; it's not in the galleries. All this art they've been talking about, it just remains on the shelf. It doesn't make anyone happier." In view of the fact that more people than ever before are reading books and going to plays and art galleries, do you think that statement is borne out by the facts?

DYLAN: Statistics measure quantity, not quality. The people in the statistics are people who are very bored. Art, if there is such a thing, is in the bathrooms; everybody knows that. To go to an art gallery thing where you get free milk and doughnuts and where there is a rock 'n' roll band playing: That's just a status affair. I'm not putting it down, mind you; but I spend a lot of time in the bathroom. I think museums are vulgar. They're all against sex. Anyhow, I didn't say that people "hang out" on the radio, I said they get "hung up" on the radio.

PLAYBOY: Why do you think rock 'n' roll has become such an international phenomenon?

DYLAN: I can't really think that there is any rock 'n' roll. Actually, when you think about it, anything that has no real existence is bound to become an international phenomenon. Anyway, what does it mean, rock 'n' roll? Does it mean Beatles, does it mean John Lee Hooker, Bobby Vinton, Jerry Lewis' kid? What about Lawrence Welk? He must play a few rock 'n' roll songs. Are all these people the same? Is Ricky Nelson like Otis Redding? Is Mick Jagger really Ma Rainey? I can tell by the way people hold their cigarettes if they like Ricky Nelson. I think it's fine to like Ricky Nelson: I couldn't care less if somebody likes Ricky Nelson. But I think we're getting off the track here. There isn't any Ricky Nelson. There isn't any Beatles; oh, I take that back: there are a lot of beetles. But there isn't any Bobby Vinton. Anyway, the word is not "international phenomenon"; the word is "parental nightmare."

PLAYBOY: In recent years, according to some critics, jazz has lost much of its appeal to the younger generation. Do you agree?

DYLAN: I don't think jazz has ever appealed to the younger generation. Anyway, I don't really know who this younger generation is. I don't think they could get into a jazz club anyway. But jazz is hard to follow; I mean you actually have to like jazz to follow it: and my motto is, never follow anything. I don't know what the motto of the younger generation is, but I would think they'd have to follow their parents. I mean, what would some parent say to his kid if the kid came home with a glass eye, a Charlie Mingus record and a pocketful of feathers? He'd say, "Who are you following?" And the poor kid would have to stand there with water in his shoes, a bow tie on his ear and soot pouring out of his belly button and say, "Jazz, Father, I've been following jazz." And his father would probably say, "Get a broom and clean up all that soot before you go to sleep." Then the kid's mother would tell her friends, "Oh yes, our little Donald, he's part of the younger generation, you know."

PLAYBOY: You used to say that you wanted to perform as little as possible, that you wanted to keep most of your time to yourself. Yet you're doing more concerts and cutting more records every year. Why? Is it the money?

DYLAN: Everything is changed now from before. Last spring. I guess I was going to quit singing. I was very drained, and the way things were going, it was a very draggy situation - I mean, when you do "Everybody Loves You for Your Black Eye," and meanwhile the back of your head is caving in. Anyway, I was playing a lot of songs I didn't want to play. I was singing words I didn't really want to sing. I don't mean words like "God" and "mother" and "President" and "suicide" and "meat cleaver." I mean simple little words like "if" and "hope" and "you." But "Like a Rolling Stone" changed it all: I didn't care anymore after that about writing books or poems or whatever. I mean it was some thing that I myself could dig. It's very tiring having other people tell you how much they dig you if you yourself don't dig you. It's also very deadly entertainment wise. Contrary to what some scary people think, I don't play with a band now for any kind of propaganda-type or commercial-type reasons. It's just that my songs are pictures and the band makes the sound of the pictures.

PLAYBOY: Do you feel that acquiring a combo and switching from folk to folkrock has improved you as a performer?

DYLAN: I'm not interested in myself as a performer. Performers are people who perform for other people. Unlike actors, I know what I'm saying. It's very simple in my mind. It doesn't matter what kind of audience reaction this whole thing gets. What happens on the stage is straight. It doesn't expect any rewards or fines from any kind of outside agitators. It's ultra-simple, and would exist whether anybody was looking or not.

As far as folk and folk-rock are concerned, it doesn't matter what kind of nasty names people invent for the music. It could be called arsenic music, or perhaps Phaedra music. I don't think that such a word as folk-rock has anything to do with it. And folk music is a word I can't use. Folk music is a bunch of fat people. I have to think of all this as traditional music. Traditional music is based on hexagrams. It comes about from legends, Bibles, plagues, and it revolves around vegetables and death. There's nobody that's going to kill traditional music. All these songs about roses growing out of people's brains and lovers who are really geese and swans that turn into angels - they're not going to die. It's all those paranoid people who think that someone's going to come and take away their toilet paper - they're going to die. Songs like "Which Side Are You On?" and "I Love You, Porgy" - they're not folk-music songs; they're political songs. They're already dead. Obviously, death is not very universally accepted. I mean, you'd think that the traditional-music people could gather from their songs that mystery - just plain simple mystery - is a fact, a traditional fact. I listen to the old ballads; but I wouldn't go to a party and listen to the old ballads. I could give you descriptive detail of what they do to me, but some people would probably think my imagination had gone mad. It strikes me funny that people actually have the gall to think that I have some kind of fantastic imagination. It gets very lonesome. But anyway, traditional music is too unreal to die. It doesn't need to be protected. Nobody's going to hurt it. In that music is the only true, valid death you can feel today off a record player. But like anything else in great demand, people try to own it. It has to do with a purity thing. I think its meaninglessness is holy. Everybody knows that I'm not a folk singer.

PLAYBOY: Some of your old fans would agree with you - and not in a complimentary vein - since your debut with the rock 'n' roll combo at last year's Newport Folk Festival, where many of them booed you loudly for "selling out" to commercial pop tastes. The early Bob Dylan, they felt, was the "pure" Bob Dylan. How do you feel about it?

DYLAN: I was kind of stunned. But I can't put anybody down for coming and booing: after all, they paid to get in. They could have been maybe a little quieter and not so persistent, though. There were a lot of old people there, too; lots of whole families had driven down from Vermont, lots of nurses and their parents, and well, like they just came to hear some relaxing hoedowns, you know, maybe an Indian polka or two. And just when everything's going all right, here I come on, and the whole place turns into a beer factory. There were a lot of people there who were very pleased that I got booed. I saw them afterward. I do resent somewhat, though, that everybody that booed said they did it because they were old fans.

PLAYBOY: What about their charge that you vulgarized your natural gifts?

DYLAN: What can I say? I'd like to see one of these so-called fans. I'd like to have him blindfolded and brought to me. It's like going out to the desert and screaming and then having little kids throw their sandbox at you. I'm only 24. These people that said this - were they Americans?

PLAYBOY: Americans or not, there were a lot of people who didn't like your new sound. In view of this widespread negative reaction, do you think you may have made a mistake in changing your style?

DYLAN: A mistake is to commit a misunderstanding. There could be no such thing, anyway, as this action. Either people understand or they pretend to understand - or else they really don't understand. What you're speaking of here is doing wrong things for selfish reasons. I don't know the word for that, unless it's suicide. In any case, it has nothing to do with my music.

PLAYBOY: Mistake or not, what made you decide to go the rock 'n' roll route?

DYLAN: Carelessness. I lost my one true love. I started drinking. The first thing I know, I'm in a card game. Then I'm in a crap game. I wake up in a pool hall. Then this big Mexican lady drags me off the table, takes me to Philadelphia. She leaves me alone in her house, and it burns down. I wind up in Phoenix. I get a job as a Chinaman. I start working in a dime store, and move in with a 13-year-old girl. Then this big Mexican lady from Philadelphia comes in and burns the house down. I go down to Dallas. I get a job as a "before" in a Charles Atlas "before and after" ad. I move in with a delivery boy who can cook fantastic chili and hot dogs. Then this 13-year-old girl from Phoenix comes and burns the house down. The delivery boy - he ain't so mild: He gives her the knife, and the next thing I know I'm in Omaha. It's so cold there, by this time I'm robbing my own bicycles and frying my own fish. I stumble onto some luck and get a job as a carburetor out at the hot-rod races every Thursday night. I move in with a high school teacher who also does a little plumbing on the side, who ain't much to look at, but who's built a special kind of refrigerator that can turn newspaper into lettuce. Everything's going good until that delivery boy shows up and tries to knife me. Needless to say, he burned the house down, and I hit the road. The first guy that picked me up asked me if I wanted to be a star. What could I say?

PLAYBOY: And that's how you became a rock-'n'-roll singer?

DYLAN: No, that's how I got tuberculosis.

PLAYBOY: Let's turn the question around: Why have you stopped composing and singing protest songs?

DYLAN: I've stopped composing and singing anything that has either a reason to be written or a motive to be sung. Don't get me wrong, now. "Protest" is not my word. I've never thought of myself as such. The word "protest," I think, was made up for people undergoing surgery. It's an amusement-park word. A normal person in his righteous mind would have to have the hiccups to pronounce it honestly. The word "message" strikes me as having a hernia-like sound It's just like the word "delicious." Also the word "marvelous." You know, the English can say "marvelous" pretty good. They can't say "raunchy" so good, though. Well, we each have our thing. Anyway, message songs, as everybody knows, are a drag. It's only college newspaper editors and single girls under 14 that could possibly have time for them.

PLAYBOY: You've said you think message songs are vulgar. Why?

DYLAN: Well, first of all, anybody that's got a message is going to learn from experience that they can't put it into a song. I mean it's just not going to come out the same message. After one or two of these unsuccessful attempts, one realizes that his resultant message, which is not even the same message he thought up and began with, he's now got to stick by it; because, after all, a song leaves your mouth just as soon as it leaves your hands. Are you following me?

PLAYBOY: Oh, perfectly.

DYLAN: Well, anyway, second of all, you've got to respect other people's right to also have a message themselves. Myself, what I'm going to do is rent Town Hall and put about 30 Western Union boys on the bill. I mean, then there'll really be some messages. People will be able to come and hear more messages than they've ever heard before in their life.

PLAYBOY: But your early ballads have been called "songs of passionate protest." Wouldn't that make them "message" music?

DYLAN: This is unimportant. Don't you understand? I've been writing since I was eight years old. I've been playing the guitar since I was ten. I was raised playing and writing whatever it was I had to play and write.

PLAYBOY: Would it be unfair to say, then, as some have, that you were motivated commercially rather than creatively in writing the kind of songs that made you popular?

DYLAN: All right, now, look. It's not all that deep. It's not a complicated thing. My motives, or whatever they are, were never commercial in the money sense of the word. It was more in the don't die-by-the-hacksaw sense of the word. I never did it for money. It happened, and I let it happen to me. There was no reason not to let it happen to me. I couldn't have written before what I write now, anyway. The songs used to be about what I felt and saw. Nothing of my own rhythmic vomit ever entered into it. Vomit is not romantic. I used to think songs were supposed to be romantic. And I didn't want to sing anything that was unspecific. Unspecific things have no sense of time. All of us people have no sense of time; it's a dimensional hangup. Anybody can be specific and obvious. That's always been the easy way. The leaders of the world take the easy way. It's not that it's so difficult to be unspecific and less obvious; it's just that there's nothing, absolutely nothing, to be specific and obvious about. My older songs, to say the least, were about nothing. The newer ones are about the same nothing - only as seen inside a bigger thing, perhaps called the nowhere. But this is all very constipated. I do know what my songs are about.

PLAYBOY: And what's that?

DYLAN: Oh, some are about four minutes; some are about five, and some, believe it or not, are about eleven or twelve.

PLAYBOY: Can't you be a bit more informative?

DYLAN: Nope.

PLAYBOY: All right. Let's change the subject. As you know, it's the age group from about 16 to 25 that listens to your songs. Why, in your opinion?

DYLAN: I don't see what's so strange about an age group like that listening to my songs. I'm hip enough to know that it ain't going to be the 85-to-90-yearolds. If the 85-to-90-year-olds were listening to me, they'd know that I can't tell them anything. The 16-to-25-year-olds, they probably know that I can't tell them anything either - and they know that I know it. It's a funny business. Obviously, I'm not an IBM computer any more than I'm an ashtray. I mean it's obvious to anyone who's ever slept in the back seat of a car that I'm just not a schoolteacher.

PLAYBOY: Even though you're not a schoolteacher, wouldn't you like to help the young people who dig you from turning into what some of their parents have become?

DYLAN: Well, I must say that I really don't know their parents. I really don't know if anybody's parents are so bad. Now, I hate to come on like a weakling or a coward, and I realize it might seem kind of irreligious, but I'm really not the right person to tramp around the country saving souls. I wouldn't run over anybody that was laying in the street, and I certainly wouldn't become a hangman. I wouldn't think twice about giving a starving man a cigarette. But I'm not a shepherd. And I'm not about to save anybody from fate, which I know nothing about. "Parents" is not the key word here. The key word is "destiny." I can't save them from that.

PLAYBOY: Still, thousands of young people look up to you as a kind of folk hero. Do you feel some sense of responsibility toward them?

DYLAN: I don't feel I have any responsibility, no. Whoever it is that listens to my songs owes me nothing. How could I possibly have any responsibility to any kind of thousands? What could possibly make me think that I owe anybody anything who just happens to be there? I've never written any song that begins with the words "I've gathered you here tonight . . ." I'm not about to tell anybody to be a good boy or a good girl and they'll go to heaven. I really don't know what the people who are on the receiving end of these songs think of me, anyway. It's horrible. I'll bet Tony Bennett doesn't have to go through this kind of thing. I wonder what Billy the Kid would have answered to such a question.

PLAYBOY: In their admiration for you, many young people have begun to imitate the way you dress - which one adult commentator has called "self-consciously oddball and defiantly sloppy." What's your reaction to that kind of put-down?

DYLAN: Bullshit. Oh, such bullshit. I know the fellow that said that. He used to come around here and get beat up all the time. He better watch it; some people are after him. They're going to strip him naked and stick him in Times Square. They're going to tie him up, and also put a thermometer in his mouth. Those kind of morbid ideas and remarks are so petty - I mean there's a war going on. People got rickets; everybody wants to start a riot; 40-year-old women are eating spinach by the carload; the doctors haven't got a cure for cancer - and here's some hillbilly talking about how he doesn't like somebody's clothes. Worse than hat, it gets printed and innocent people have to read it. This is a terrible thing. And he's a terrible man. Obviously, he's just living off the fat of himself, and he's expecting his kids to take care of him. His kids probably listen to my records. Just because my clothes are too long, does that mean I'm unqualified for what I do?

PLAYBOY: No, but there are those who think it does - and many of them seem to feel the same way about your long hair. But compared with the shoulder-length coiffures worn by some of the male singing groups these days, your tonsorial tastes are on the conservative side. How do you feel about these far-out hair styles?

DYLAN: The thing that most people don't realize is that it's warmer to have long hair. Everybody wants to be warm. People with short hair freeze easily. Then they try to hide their coldness, and they get jealous of everybody that's warm. Then they become either barbers or Congressmen. A lot of prison wardens have short hair. Have you ever noticed that Abraham Lincoln's hair was much longer than John Wilkes Booth's?

PLAYBOY: Do you think Lincoln wore his hair long to keep his head warm?

DYLAN: Actually, I think it was for medical reasons, which are none of my business. But I guess if you figure it out, you realize that all of one's hair surrounds and lays on the brain inside your head. Mathematically speaking, the more of it you can get out of your head, the better. People who want free minds sometimes overlook the fact that you have to have an uncluttered brain. Obviously, if you get your hair on the outside of your head, your brain will be a little more freer. But all this talk about long hair is just a trick. It's been thought up by men and women who look like cigars - the anti-happiness committee. They're all freeloaders and cops. You can tell who they are: They're always carrying calendars, guns or scissors. They're all trying to get into your quicksand. They think you've got something. I don't know why Abe Lincoln had long hair.

PLAYBOY: Until your abandonment of "message" songs, you were considered not only a major voice in the student protest movement but a militant champion of the civil rights struggle. According to friends, you seemed to feel a special bond of kinship with the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee, which you actively supported both as a performer and as a worker. Why have you withdrawn from participation in all these causes? Have you lost interest in protest as well as in protest songs?

DYLAN: As far as SNCC is concerned, I knew some of the people in it, but I only knew them as people, not as of any part of something that was bigger or better than themselves. I didn't even know what civil rights was before I met some of them. I mean, I knew there were Negroes, and I knew there were a lot of people who don't like Negroes. But I got to admit that if I didn't know some of the SNCC people, I would have gone on thinking that Martin Luther King was really nothing more than some underprivileged war hero. I haven't lost any interest in protest since then. I just didn't have any interest in protest to begin with - any more than I did in war heroes. You can't lose what you've never had. Anyway, when you don't like your situation, you either leave it or else you overthrow it. You can't just stand around and whine about it. People just get aware of your noise; they really don't get aware of you. Even if they give you what you want, it's only because you're making too much noise. First thing you know, you want something else, and then you want something else, and then you want something else, until finally it isn't a joke anymore, and whoever you're protesting against finally gets all fed up and stomps on everybody. Sure, you can go around trying to bring up people who are lesser than you, but then don't forget, you're messing around with gravity. I don't fight gravity. I do believe in equality, but I also believe in distance.

PLAYBOY: Do you mean people keeping their racial distance?

DYLAN: I believe in people keeping everything they've got.

PLAYBOY: Some people might feel that you're trying to cop out of fighting for the things you believe in.

DYLAN: Those would be people who think I have some sort of responsibility toward them. They probably want me to help them make friends. I don't know. They probably either want to set me in their house and have me come out every hour and tell them what time it is, or else they just want to stick me in between the mattress. How could they possibly understand what I believe in?

PLAYBOY: Well, what do you believe in?

DYLAN: I already told you.

PLAYBOY: All right. Many of your folksinging colleagues remain actively involved in the fight for civil rights, free speech and withdrawal from Vietnam. Do you think they're wrong?

DYLAN: I don't think they're wrong, if that's what they see themselves doing. But don't think that what you've got out there is a bunch of little Buddhas all parading up and down. People that use God as a weapon should be amputated upon. You see it around here all the time: "Be good or God won't like you, and you'll go to hell." Things like that. People that march with slogans and things tend to take themselves a little too holy. It would be a drag if they, too, started using God as a weapon.

PLAYBOY: Do you think it's pointless to dedicate yourself to the cause of peace and racial equality?

DYLAN: Not pointless to dedicate yourself to peace and racial equality, but rather, it's pointless to dedicate yourself to the cause; that's really pointless. That's very unknowing. To say "cause of peace" is just like saying "hunk of butter." I mean, how can you listen to anybody who wants you to believe he's dedicated to the hunk and not to the butter? People who can't conceive of how others hurt, they're trying to change the world. They're all afraid to admit that they don't really know each other. They'll all probably be here long after we've gone, and we'll give birth to new ones. But they themselves - I don't think they'll give birth to anything.

PLAYBOY: You sound a bit fatalistic.

DYLAN: I'm not fatalistic. Bank tellers are fatalistic; clerks are fatalistic. I'm a farmer. Who ever heard of a fatalistic farmer? I'm not fatalistic. I smoke a lot of cigarettes, but that doesn't make me fatalistic.

PLAYBOY: You were quoted recently as saying that "songs can't save the world. I've gone through all that." We take it you don't share Pete Seeger's belief that songs can change people, that they can help build international understanding.

DYLAN: On the international understanding part, that's OK. But you have a translation problem there. Anybody with this kind of a level of thinking has to also think about this translation thing. But I don't believe songs can change people anyway. I'm not Pinocchio. I consider that an insult. I'm not part of that. I don't blame anybody for thinking that way. But I just don't donate any money to them. I don't consider them anything like unhip; they're more in the rubber-band category.

PLAYBOY: How do you feel about those who have risked imprisonment by burning their draft cards to signify their opposition to U. S. involvement in Vietnam, and by refusing - as your friend Joan Baez has done - to pay their income taxes as a protest against the government's expenditures on war and weaponry? Do you think they're wasting their time?

DYLAN: Burning draft cards isn't going to end any war. It's not even going to save any lives. If someone can feel more honest with himself by burning his draft card, then that's great; but if he's just going to feel more important because he does it, then that's a drag. I really don't know too much about Joan Baez and her income-tax problems. The only thing I can tell you about Joan Baez is that she's not Belle Starr.

PLAYBOY: Writing about "beard-wearing draft-card burners and pacifist income-tax evaders," one columnist called such protesters "no less outside society than the junkie, the homosexual or the mass murderer." What's your reaction?

DYLAN: I don't believe in those terms. They're too hysterical. They don't describe anything. Most people think that homosexual, gay, queer, queen, faggot are all the same words. Everybody thinks that a junkie is a dope freak. As far as I'm concerned, I don't consider myself outside of anything. I just consider myself not around.

PLAYBOY: Joan Baez recently opened a school in northern California for training civil rights workers in the philosophy and techniques of nonviolence. Are you in sympathy with that concept?

DYLAN: If you mean do I agree with it or not, I really don't see anything to be in agreement with. If you mean has it got my approval, I guess it does, but my approval really isn't going to do it any good. I don't know about other people's sympathy, but my sympathy runs to the lame and crippled and beautiful things. I have a feeling of loss of power - something like a reincarnation feeling; I don't feel that for mechanical things like cars or schools. I'm sure it's a nice school, but if you're asking me would I go to it, I would have to say no.

PLAYBOY: As a college dropout in your freshman year, you seem to take a dim view of schooling in general, whatever the subject.

DYLAN: I really don't think about it.

PLAYBOY: Well, have you ever had any regrets about not completing college?

DYLAN: That would be ridiculous. Colleges are like old-age homes; except for the fact that more people die in colleges than in old-age homes, there's really no difference. People have one great blessing - obscurity - and not really too many people are thankful for it. Everybody is always taught to be thankful for their food and clothes and things like that, but not to be thankful for their obscurity. Schools don't teach that; they teach people to be rebels and lawyers. I'm not going to put down the teaching system; that would be too silly. It's just that it really doesn't have too much to teach. Colleges are part of the American institution; everybody respects them. They're very rich and influential, but they have nothing to do with survival. Everybody knows that.

PLAYBOY: Would you advise young people to skip college, then?

DYLAN: I wouldn't advise anybody to do anything. I certainly wouldn't advise somebody not to go to college; I just wouldn't pay his way through college.

PLAYBOY: Don't you think the things one learns in college can help enrich one's life?

DYLAN: I don't think anything like that is going to enrich my life, no - not my life, anyway. Things are going to happen whether I know why they happen or not. It just gets more complicated when you stick yourself into it. You don't find out why things move. You let them move; you watch them move; you stop them from moving: you start them moving. But you don't sit around and try to figure out why there's movement - unless, of course, you're just an innocent moron, or some wise old Japanese man. Out of all the people who just lay around and ask "Why?", how many do you figure really want to know?

PLAYBOY: Can you suggest a better use for the four years that would otherwise be spent in college?

DYLAN: Well, you could hang around in Italy; you could go to Mexico; you could become a dishwasher; you could even go to Arkansas. I don't know; there are thousands of things to do and places to go. Everybody thinks that you have to bang your head against the wall, but it's silly when you really think about it. I mean, here you have fantastic scientists working on ways to prolong human living, and then you have other people who take it for granted that you have to beat your head against the wall in order to be happy. You can't take everything you don't like as a personal insult. I guess you should go where your wants are bare, where you're invisible and not needed.

PLAYBOY: Would you classify sex among your wants, wherever you go?

DYLAN: Sex is a temporary thing; sex isn't love. You can get sex anywhere. If you're looking for someone to love you, now that's different. I guess you have to stay in college for that.

PLAYBOY: Since you didn't stay in college, does that mean you haven't found someone to love you?

DYLAN: Let's go on to the next question.

PLAYBOY: Do you have any difficulty relating to people - or vice versa?

DYLAN: Well, sometimes I have the feeling that other people want my soul. If I say to them, "I don't have a soul," they say, "I know that. You don't have to tell me that. Not me. How dumb do you think I am? I'm your friend." What can I say except that I'm sorry and I feel bad? I guess maybe feeling bad and paranoia are the same thing.

PLAYBOY: Paranoia is said to be one of the mental states sometimes induced by such hallucinogenic drugs as peyote and LSD. Considering the risks involved, do you think that experimentation with such drugs should be part of the growing up experience for a young person?

DYLAN: I wouldn't advise anybody to use drugs - certainly not the hard drugs; drugs are medicine. But opium and hash and pot - now, those things aren't drugs; they just bend your mind a little. I think everybody's mind should be bent once in a while. Not by LSD, though. LSD is medicine - a different kind of medicine. It makes you aware of the universe, so to speak; you realize how foolish objects are. But LSD is not for groovy people; it's for mad, hateful people who want revenge. It's for people who usually have heart attacks. They ought to use it at the Geneva Convention.

PLAYBOY: Are you concerned, as you approach 30, that you may begin to "go square," lose some of your openness to experience, become leery of change and new experiment?

DYLAN: No. But if it happens, then it happens. What can I say? There doesn't seem to be any tomorrow. Every time I wake up, no matter in what position, it's always been today. To look ahead and start worrying about trivial little things I can't really say has any more importance than looking back and remembering trivial little things. I'm not going to become any poetry instructor at any girls' school; I know that for sure. But that's about all I know for sure. I'll just keep doing these different things, I guess.

PLAYBOY: Such as?

DYLAN: Waking up in different positions.

PLAYBOY: What else?

DYLAN: I'm just like anybody else; I'll try anything once.

PLAYBOY: Including theft and murder?

DYLAN: I can't really say I wouldn't commit theft or murder and expect anybody to really believe me. I wouldn't believe anybody if they told me that.

PLAYBOY: By their mid-20s, most people have begun to settle into their niche, to find a place in society. But you've managed to remain inner-directed and uncommitted. What was it that spurred you to run away from home six times between the ages of ten and eighteen and finally to leave for good?

DYLAN: It was nothing; it was just an accident of geography. Like if I was born and raised in New York or Kansas City, I'm sure everything would have turned out different. But Hibbing, Minnesota, was just not the right place for me to stay and live. There really was nothing there. The only thing you could do there was be a miner, and even that kind of thing was getting less and less. The people that lived there - they're nice people; I've been all over the world since I left there, and they still stand out as being the least hung-up. The mines were just dying, that's all; but that's not their fault. Everybody about my age left there. It was no great romantic thing. It didn't take any great amount of thinking or individual genius, and there certainly wasn't any pride in it. I didn't run away from it; I just turned my back on it. It couldn't give me anything. It was very void-like. So leaving wasn't hard at all; it would have been much harder to stay. I didn't want to die there. As I think about it now, though, it wouldn't be such a bad place to go back to and die in. There's no place I feel closer to now, or get the feeling that I'm part of, except maybe New York; but I'm not a New Yorker. I'm North Dakota-Minnesota-Midwestern. I'm that color. I speak that way. I'm from someplace called Iron Range. My brains and feeling have come from there. I wouldn't amputate on a drowning man; nobody from out there would.

PLAYBOY: Today, you're on your way to becoming a millionaire. Do you feel in any danger of being trapped by all this affluence - by the things it can buy?

DYLAN: No, my world is very small. Money can't really improve it any; money can just keep it from being smothered.

PLAYBOY: Most big stars find it difficult to avoid getting involved, and sometimes entangled, in managing the business end of their careers. As a man with three thriving careers - as a concert performer, recording star and songwriter - do you ever feel boxed in by such noncreative responsibilities?

DYLAN: No, I've got other people to do that for me. They watch my money; they guard it. They keep their eyes on it at all times; they're supposed to be very smart when it comes to money. They know just what to do with my money. I pay them a lot of it. I don't really speak to them much, and they don't really speak to me at all, so I guess everything is all right.

PLAYBOY: If fortune hasn't trapped you, how about fame? Do you find that your celebrity makes it difficult to keep your private life intact?

DYLAN: My private life has been dangerous from the beginning. All this does is add a little atmosphere.

PLAYBOY: You used to enjoy wandering across the country - taking off on open-end trips, roughing it from town to town, with no particular destination in mind. But you seem to be doing much less of that these days. Why? Is it because you're too well known?

DYLAN: It's mainly because I have to be in Cincinnati Friday night, and the next night I got to be in Atlanta, and then the next night after that, I have to be in Buffalo. Then I have to write some more songs for a record album.

PLAYBOY: Do you get the chance to ride your motorcycle much anymore?

DYLAN: I'm still very patriotic to the highway, but I don't ride my motorcycle too much anymore, no.

PLAYBOY: How do you get your kicks these days, then?

DYLAN: I hire people to look into my eyes, and then I have them kick me.

PLAYBOY: And that's the way you get your kicks?

DYLAN: No. Then I forgive them; that's where my kicks come in.

PLAYBOY: You told an interviewer last year, "I've done everything I ever wanted to." If that's true, what do you have to look forward to?

DYLAN: Salvation. Just plain salvation.

PLAYBOY: Anything else?

DYLAN: Praying. I'd also like to start a cookbook magazine. And I've always wanted to be a boxing referee. I want to referee a heavyweight championship fight. Can you imagine that? Can you imagine any fighter in his right mind recognizing me?

PLAYBOY: If your popularity were to wane, would you welcome being anonymous again?

DYLAN: You mean welcome it, like I'd welcome some poor pilgrim coming in from the rain? No, I wouldn't welcome it; I'd accept it, though. Someday, obviously, I'm going to have to accept it.

PLAYBOY: Do you ever think about marrying, settling down, having a home, maybe living abroad? Are there any luxuries you'd like to have, say, a yacht or a Rolls-Royce?

DYLAN: No, I don't think about those things. If I felt like buying anything, I'd buy it. What you're asking me about is the future, my future. I'm the last person in the world to ask about my future.

PLAYBOY: Are you saying you're going to be passive and just let things happen to you?

DYLAN: Well, that's being very philosophical about it, but I guess it's true.

PLAYBOY: You once planned to write a novel. Do you still?

DYLAN: I don't think so. All my writing goes into the songs now. Other forms don't interest me anymore.

PLAYBOY: Do you have any unfulfilled ambitions?

DYLAN: Well, I guess I've always wanted to be Anthony Quinn in "La Strada". Not always - only for about six years now; it's not one of those childhood-dream things. Oh, and come to think of it, I guess I've always wanted to be Brigitte Bardot, too; but I don't really want to think about that too much.

PLAYBOY: Did you ever have the standard boyhood dream of growing up to be President?

DYLAN: No. When I was a boy, Harry Truman was President; who'd want to be Harry Truman?

PLAYBOY: Well, let's suppose that you were the President. What would you accomplish during your first thousand days?

DYLAN: Well, just for laughs, so long as you insist, the first thing I'd do is probably move the White House. Instead of being in Texas, it'd be on the East Side in New York. McGeorge Bundy would definitely have to change his name, and General McNamara would be forced to wear a coonskin cap and shades. I would immediately rewrite "The Star-Spangled Banner," and little school children, instead of memorizing "America the Beautiful," would have to memorize "Desolation Row" [one of Dylan's latest songs]. And I would immediately call for a showdown with Mao Tse-tung; I would fight him personally - and I'd get somebody to film it.

PLAYBOY: One final question: Even though you've more or less retired from political and social protest, can you conceive of any circumstance that might persuade you to reinvolve yourself?

DYLAN: No, not unless all the people in the world disappeared.